What a week.....and weekend....and past week....

ive lost interest....in just about everyting. Im not so sure how to describe it, but I find noting in everything. For example, School. Nothing, I have now come to realize that I have learned NOTHING in class all year. It has been a waste. Sure, ive been in the average grading area of a's and b's but what dose it really matter. I know that I have to keep going and that in the end it will be for my best but honestly, as of now, I could care less. Another example, Mariela Vargas died Friday durring my third hour class, Ve sent me a text telling me so. I was so irritated that I ended up crying in class, no one really noticed, but I was mad. Why mad, because she didnt deserve to die the way she died. It still hasnt gotten through my mind that she actually died. Something else bothering me would be every girls aggrvation of other girls and their so called boyfriends that they can trust. I honestly try to mantain afloat above all that drama, but man are my arms tired. I wonder how long it will take for me to really crack. Parents and sisters, what more is there to say, but that I only have 2 years to leave and go to College. I sincerely can not wait. Wow...Just now my mom decided to come up and read all that I just wrote....She even got mad at me, but then again, what do I care. There would be alot more to add to this, but now is not the time and this is not the place. I guess ill just have to shut it up and suck it up. The End.